Wow!! Have not written on this blog in a LONG time 2 1/2 yrs! When I read what I had written back then I am amazed at how different I am now. I am 9 lbs. lighter than the last time I blogged, which is a wonderful thing, but more importantly I have started living my life to serve the Lord. People tell me all the time how "good" I look. Yes, I have lost weight but not an incredible amount, my hair is different, but not drastically, the only REAL change has been my commitment to serve the Lord and to allow Him to be the leader of my life. There is a peace that comes with doing that. Dont get me wrong, I have always suffered from anxiety and I still do, it is a daily struggle, but now I lean on Him and not any medications. The peace I speak of doesnt mean I wont have problems, anxiety or just be plain old mean sometimes, it is a peace inside that lets me know that He is with me.....always. When I try to tell people what the real change in me is they look at me funny.....most people arent ready to hear about "that". I do hope that one day I will tell someone and they will say, Wow! I want that for me! or that they will just think about what I have said and that at some point, they too, will want Jesus to be the Lord of their life.